This is angry-red-cuts Mom. She is OK. Her sister found her and we got her to the hospital. She was unconscious for 50 hours but is in recovery now and chosing to live. We will be closing and deleting this blog, but I wanted those of you who were concerned to know that she is OK. If you feel that no one cares about you, that is a lie. Please choose life.
I don’t want to be here anymore. I no longer have anyone. I’ve pushed my friends away, I don’t know if the guy who used to be my best friend trusts me at all, and my boyfriend broke up with me. He said he hoped this didn’t hurt our friendship, but I’m sorry, if I wake up tomorrow I don’t think it’ll be that way. I took too many pills, I lost count after twenty.
selfharm/depression, black and white blog, will always follow back
If you close your eyes just as it crashes, you feel really relaxed because your brain thinks you’ve actually died for a second.
it scares me how relaxed my brain actually was when i closed my eyes wow
I’m actually scared of how relaxed I felt
I loved that feeling I want the real thing
It’s annoying when you are fucking fed up with someone’s shit but you don’t want to start something so you have to pretend like you don’t care